Our 8th Wonders of The World - Leng Yein

Our 8th Wonders of The World - Leng Yein

Great Pyramid of Giza is well known for the Unique Creation. And here our dearest Leng Yein is also one of the most unique creation God had ever created.  Her personality , fame , success  , style and etc etc is all unique in her own way. We called it the Leng Yein way. To some she might be a Queen and yes inside the Great Pyramid of Giza there a Queen Chamber inside it.

Then we have the Hanging Gardens of Babylon. This garden is so beautiful. They are sometimes called the Hanging Gardens of Semiramis (in reference to the legendary Queen Semiramis).  Leng Yein is our Legendary Queen Leng Yein in all our heart as well. And she is surely as beautiful as the Hanging Gardens of Babylon.

We also have the Statue of Zeus at Olmpia. Zeus is the leader of God. Leng Yein is a leader that motivate , move and inspire almost everybody around her. Is a symbol of Strength and Power. And so far I do not know any lady or women is as Strong as she is. One of Leng Yein strongest trait is her Strength !

Next we have the Temple of Artemis. Is also known as the Temple of Diana, was a Greek temple dedicated to a goddess Greeks. Yes. Most of us worship or I would like to use the term admired Leng Yein as who she is. We learn from her. We get inspired and motivated by her. She is like a Goddess that hold so strong on her integrity and life value.

At the same time , we have Mausoleum at Halicarnassus or Tomb of Mausolus. The builder found this place is because he needed a safe city to guard the safety of his citizen. To protect themselves from harm. There many out there who always came to Leng Yein for help. And most of the times she will give her best to help those she is being able to help within her ability and capability. She a good listener. She a good problem solver. She is a great protector to a lot of people before in her life since last time until today without fail.

Then we also have Colossus of Rhodes. It was constructed to celebrate Rhodes' victory over the ruler of Cyprus. Yes. The word victory here define Leng Yein victory from overcoming all odds from her hard life to became who she is today. She is not born with silver spoon. It take a lot of sweats , energy , tears , blood and sacrifice to build a gold spoon by herself. Also a victory over a great love and marriage. We called it the best fairy tale ever but is a reality . A victory as 1 of the most inspiring public figure around. And the list just goes on. Why? Her forehead there already written Victory. There just too many uncountable victories in her life.

The Lighthouse of Alexandria, also known as the Pharos of Alexandria , was a tower built between 280 and 247 BC on the island of Pharos at Alexandria, Egypt. Its purpose was to guide sailors into the harbour at night time. From all those things and trait I wrote above. If Leng Yein is not going to be the light that is going to guide all of us then what else should it be ?

Therefore she is surely our 8th Wonders of The World. The only difference is those are man made but she is self made.

Yee Aun
Your Hamba  


PS : Tuanku Yee Aun ... Thanks for cheering jie up when i was down ... Your article came JUST IN TIME when i was all swollen and bloated and in pain in Korea ... It puts such a big smile on jie's face =~~~~~~~~~~) It meant so much to jie ... Thanks for ALWAYS, AND ALWAYS being such a sweet friend to jie ... A brother ... =~~~~~~~~~~~) You are the sweetest =)

Leng Yein - Plastic Surgery sponsored by Lafa, as their Korea-Malaysia Endorsed Ambassador & New Face =)

Leng Yein = Plastic Surgery ?

Is she pretty or beautiful because of who she is or because of plastic surgery ?

Very simple. She became one of the Miss Malaysia Finalist before or after her surgery? The answer is before. So is already pretty and have her own beauty even before she did any surgery.

Is she famous because of surgery?

In this world by statistics thousands of people doing surgery but only how little out of so many only became famous after they do their surgery ?

Is she fake?

How do u define fake ?

Person A : Did surgery. Feel happy and comfortable of themselves. Proud and honest to admit and tell the whole world they did surgery.

Person B : Did surgery. Dare not admit. Acting as if they are not.

Person C : Dint do surgery. Dint feel comfortable , confidence and keep complaining and inferior about their looks and asset. Cheating their own internal feelings that they are original but faking their self inferior outside.

Leng Yein is PERSON A. Some might argue person C is not fake. Well. That subjective. Depends on how each individual view on it.

Okay. Personally plastic surgery for me is suitable for those who change their face entirely. A face which is already not their face.

For me if you people know Leng Yein. Is her same face. She just perfect and modified certain feature only.
For me I would like to use the word Modification for Leng Yein than Plastic Surgery.

She already as beautiful as Lamborghini. She modified certain parts of the car to looks even better.

She not like those ordinary proton car that people modified to looks like a EVO or Lancer. The original design of Proton changed completely !

That is the differences. In fact a HUGE difference.

Is call MODIFICATION !

By : Shen Yee Aun ... http://www.facebook.com/notes/shen-yee-aun/leng-yein-plastic-surgery-or-modification-/10150265321174239

What's winning ... and what's losing ?

I believe that the true test of character is not how much we know how to do , but how we behave when we don’t know what to do. There’s nothing such as a certain right or wrong , it solely depends on how u want to put it and let it be … does right or wrong really matters anyway ? What do u earn from winning ? Is it worth the part that you’re losing ?

When you’re at the most downside of your life, u tend to see things clearer. Coz each move u make mean so much , so much more than the same move u take during normal days. It can be the same topic , the same discussion , the same joke , the same thoughts , regardless of whether it’s u or others , one wont understand until we’re left alone n stuck in the situation .

No matter what other says , no matter what other does doesn’t seemed to bother or matters to u anymore. Coz the decision that u make lies on nobody else in the world but u … n the pain that u bear , gosh , makes u felt so heartless … dying ? It doesnt matters anymore , my heart dies the second the decision was made final … it’ll be alright soon ? i dont think so . This incident breaks me apart … For these years of my life , i never felt so torn before . I know i could never mend all the pieces back together , it was never meant to be mended … it were never to be accepted … wasn’t given a slight chance to , im sorry , im so so sorry … God ~

I felt as though i have no heart … where have all the love gone ? For all my life i’ve been loving everyone else around me , but why is it so different this time . I am so lost … this is the best for everyone ? But what about me ? What about … oh my god , where is all the love ? Where is justice n fairness ? What about my life ? What about how i feel ? What about my dream ? I really break apart n fall this time , deep n hard …

God bless all of you …

May you find peace , love & care … I will never forget you … never … I Love You so much … so so much … im so sorry … so very sorry …

Love,
Leng Yein

A blog from my dear friend .. Star Aun ...

By : Shen Yee Aun – The Handsome Guy With A Kind Heart

Journey Towards A Legendary  10 . 10 . 10

A marathon journey of a great Queen

A journey that is never an easy path to walk

With not born with a pair of Golden shoe

She walked with barefoot

She walked her first step

A step that not many people dare to take

A step without knowing exactly where she will be heading

As the journey goes she walked on Fire

Whatever that comes along her way she still right there walking

Persistence and determine

Strong and powerful

Solid and hard

Against all odds

Then she started to climb a mountain

When the whole world is still there hoping for her to fall

She climbed up much higher

People below trying to pull her legs

People above trying to push her down

She injured but then healed and went up even higher

Along the journey she met a Man

A Man that is predestine to be a King

A Man that is there for her

A Man that is a Man in her Life

God Love them

God Bless Them

Baby Dinasour is born when she is still a Virgin

Just like Mother Mary gave birth to Jesus Christ

Then the history of 09 . 09 . 09 begin

A day where every women of earth is hoping for

A day where every women of earth is wishing for

A day where every women of earth is craving for

She the princess of the entire 09 . 09 . 09 in the whole Universe

Soon this Men is going to hold her hand

Together they climbed the mountain

With Baby Dinasour

Predestine to be a Prince of the Univers

They are reaching soon

Astrology predicted on 10 . 10 . 10

They will finally manage to be at the top of the mountain

That is the day

When she officially being the Queen of the Universe

A new King and Prince is Born

The whole world share the joy and laughter

Ps : Thanks Star Aun ~ Jie love it soooooo much =) xoxo It is sooooo sweet !!! AwwWWwWwwWW ~

The Birth of my baby Little Dinosaur ... (The very first three months)

Hello to all the zai zai lui lui reading this =) Hope that your day is fine yesterday, and will be good too, today. 

The weather is crazy. So hot but glad it's not humid or else it'll be like *$)%(#^!@#* already. I only slept merely 4 hours @_@ and im up early in the morning. (Gosh, i slept 'early' too. ) Rushing myself out to finish the task leftover by yesterday *caused by the sudden strike of feeling to start blogging*. Duh ! Ka yao ~ Ka yao ~ Ka yao ~ Ka yao ~ I have a feeling that i had to prepare myself for some sleepless nights already ~

Hmm ... What should i write leh ? I've been thinking and considering and wondering for 30 minutes ... Running to toilet, to the kitchen, to my bed, lying there for awhile and back to my laptop, i still can't figure out what people like you like to read in other people's blog. Any head start ?

OooOOouuuu *hehpiii* Got some head start from Facebook oledi. I'll write the fairytale story *that will probably bore all of you to death* about my baby Little Dinosaur just for Jynee =) Two years ago, when i first posted up Little Dinosaur's picture, alot of strangers messaged me wanting to know what's so special about this little baby of mine because he seemed very very precious to me. Even magazines interview asked me about him but i just pass over coz i wouldn't wanna bore the readers. 

Jynee, because of you oh, jie will pen down Little Dinosaur's biography for the first time after 2 long years =) OoOoOoo ... i love Facebook =) Especially the girls .... they are all so true ... and caring =) Muacks **

So this, is my baby Little Dinosaur's Biography... *breath deep deep in*

I see myself as a disciplined person. Both in my work, and my love life. I met my man in 2006 and we started seeing each other on 11th May 06. Things went well for 2 years but i guess you all know that when Boy meets Girl and Girl meets Boy, they fell in love, went on, carry on, quarrel on, blame on, yadaa yadaa yadaa... My love story, fuhh ! Same loh. Some major problem that had been on and off in both our life just KapusSssh like bom atom falls on our fairytale castle. It happened on the 18th May 2008, approximately a week after we proudly celebrates 2nd year of victory in conquering and taking VVIP places in each other's heart and mind *arms wide open*

I am a fighter in life, not verbally though. I sketched out a story about us in cartoon form. There's 20 pages of it with only two characters - The Dinosaur, and The Lovely Other Dinosaur. I couldn't possibly remember words by words and write it out 100% the original version coz it's 20 pages of cartoons and funny pop out word boxes. But this is what i wrote ... *by page*

Page 1/ Once upon a time in a far far away land, high high up on the mountain, there's a Dinosaur.

Page 2/ The Dinosaur lives in his cold cold ice cage from the outside world. Anyway, it's HIS cage.

Page 3/ There along, came the Lovely Other Dinosaur.

Page 4/ And The Lovely Other Dinosaur melted The Dinosaur's ice cage.

*now that's the starting of our journey together from the day we met* 

From page 5 all the way to page 19, the Dinosaur cartoon story was about A wondering why B at times seemed so near in the eye, but yet so far away in heart. And B too, had been wondering why A at times seemed so near in the eye, but yet so far away in heart... *story goes on* And in the end, they finally see the problem in them. That they only see others in their own eyes, but forgetting to see themselves in others' eyes. That they were rightfully always right about things, about ways of getting things sorted out and others were all wrong from the start. 

Page 20/ The Dinosaur and The Lovely Other Dinosaur lived happily forever and ever ...

The two Dinosaurs character that i drew was hilarious ~ Haha ~ I see when im free im gonna scan it and post it for your pleasure viewing. Hahaha *cant stop laughing* We read it once in awhile, to laugh it over. The book, was like the trailer of the turning point in our life. And our baby Little Dinosaur, is what changes everything. He is our everything.

Here's why. After i finito the little book, i wrapped it up nicely with present wrapping paper and a nice box with some deco on it, and i passed it to him. I guess he brought back home and read it later in the evening.

He came to my house later in the evening with this special Little Dinosaur. He put it on my table and the first thing i said to him was 'What's that?' And at first i thought it looked weird. But i guess what i can say is, that was when i first saw him - my baby Little Dinosaur, and everything was history !

Little Dinosaur was only named a few weeks after he stayed in. The first few weeks was just normal. I have my teddy bears, my bunnies, my flowers and all those dolls lying at the corner. But he was special. He's the only doll that i never chuck aside, like, ever, ever from the first day he was given to me. Maybe because i felt connected to him, abide to the characters in the story that i wrote and drew. 

I hug him to sleep every night. Feeling loved, just like the love given by my man. Little Dinosaur is like the replica of my man. Whenever he's not around, he'll be here with me, giving me the care and that bear hug ... always being there for me ... just like him.

Little Dinosaur doesn't have clothes to wear. Nothing. I dont bring him out, i dont feed him, dress him up, carry him everything, taking pictures of him, creating accounts for him, no. Just, nothing. He lye on my bed and he just stays there until i come home at night and i will hug him to sleep and the days go on. Until ...

The 2nd June 08, i was invited to appear in the opening of the Rainforest Sports Bar in Pavilion just few weeks after Pavilion shopping mall was officially open. At this time, he hadn't got his name yet. I brought along the team and models from my magazine to attend the grand opening together with the celebrities and VIPs. That night, right before i left my home, i felt something strange. My man will be having a meeting near by Pavilion so we are having our supper together after we finish what we're doing. I suddenly feel for him. I stared at him, thinking for him. Looking at him lying on the bed alone makes me feel that he might be lonely. So, i took him with me and drove him to Pavilion with me.

And of course, i dare not carry him down with me. Everyone would have thought i am crazy. And i brought the whole troop. Like i said, i left him there...in the front bucket seat. I parked at the VIP parking right in front of the door and start the whole red carpet thingy going on. I spend an hour taking pictures, by medias, my friends, my people. And suddenly i thought of him. I walked to my car and peek into the window. Well, he cant move himself so, yes, he is THERE.

My people are very very caring and loving people. I didn't notice that they were walking me to my car from my back until i turned around and got shocked coz they were doing the same thing i did - peeking into my window. They tot i forgot something or gonna get something heavy from my car or so, so they wanted to help me with what they thought i was going to do. Then when i told them i's just bored so i walk to my car, they asked me at the same time 'What is that?'. Wow. That's a good question. So, where should i start ? Haha =) I just answer something else so they say he's cute and it strike me, it just, strike me.

I asked them whether they can do me a favor, a quick one. To snap a quick picture of me and him, and make it quick before anyone sees me. And that's how the cute Little Dinosaur adventure started. He snapped his first picture. In Pavilion, in front of The Rainforest Sports Bar, at the VIP entrance, with me. And he still hadn't got his name yet. That night, during the supper, he stays in my bucket seat again ...

On the 28th June 08, i's organizing a pre-launch party at Bar Club for my magazine. I didn't take him with me. But the first thing i did when i reach home was carrying him up from the bed, and hugging him tight, and we took this picture ... his second picture ever taken.

On the 12th July 08, he went out together with us. And it was his third time going out, but first time going out with the both of us together.

And this was the first ever fun stuff that he does. Driving us. Our hearts were filled with so much joy when our face is with much joy. The feeling is different from our everyday laughter. Coz this laughter goes deep into our hearts, and are brought by love, sending the message all the way up to our face.

It was then when it inflect into our hearts that we decided to bring baby down from the car that night. We'd decided not to go home early today so we stopped by a mamak along the Old Klang road for TT. And my man strike the first ever pose he ever did. And this, is his first ever pose, in the first ever picture taken with a 'pose'. Cute ma ? Teehee. I think he's waxing a shy 'Hi!' to the world.

Bringing him out is still a choice then. On the 9th August 08, we're going for a Birthday party i threw for my lil sister in KL. And we'd decided to bring him out with us. This time, he went to the steering, and the gear. We didn't bring him down to the party though.

On the 15th August 08, we brought him along to a trip back to my hometown Kuantan. It was his first trip =) and he's still ... waxing his little shy 'Hi!' to all of you.

I seldom smile back then. Coz i guess i am more of a serious person. But with him, i smiled, from my heart. We took a Presidential Suite for 2 nights in Hyatt. And i guess because there's ample of space in our suite, we start to created emotions and movements for him. He is like, living...having his own soul in him. Look at the picture above, i see a baby's curiosity towards the surroundings and the world had begun...

I couldn't remember the specific date that we named him - Little Dinosaur. But the reason why he was named Little Dinosaur is because he is so small in size ... And thru his eyes, i see an innocent child, neglected and chucked aside by the world. With so much care for everyone around him, and so much love to give, and joy to share ... Little Dinosaur is no longer the replica of my man. Little Dinosaur became a part of us... And this picture, somewhere around those time, those month, he was given a soul. He has a new life ...

And from that day on, Little Dinosaur is no longer alone. He has a place to belong to ... and things to look forward to everyday ... He is cared, loved and pampered. Just like how everyone of us is living everyday in our lives, wanting only the simplest and most basic needs of all mankind, which cant be bought, but hard to be fulfill.

So many things have changed from there on. Not only for him, but for us too. We learn to love, forgive and forget. Our life is different there on ... Our views and perceptions to things had been different too.

This blog is about how Little Dinosaur came into life, touches my heart, and touches so many other along the way. Giving only love, care and joy to the world around him. And being there for all the broken hearts and souls that were abandoned by others, hurt, and left alone in this world. Dont be sad. You have Little Dinosaur with you ...

No matter how different you are, it doesn't matter how others think of you, look at you and what they have to say about you. Deep inside, this is who you are ... and this is who you want to be ... Open your heart ... Do what u want to do, and be who u want to be. Create the impossible and let them say what they want to say ...

To all the beautiful people in this room who had been treated unfairly by others and left alone in this world feeling worthless and lonely, dont give up ! There's always someone, someplace there for you. U never know ... maybe coz u doesn't believe strong enough in yourself, deep inside your heart, telling u just what u can do ... and who u can be ...

You will never be alone my dear ... me and my Little Dinosaur will always be here for you ...

Love Always,

Leng Yein

They want to have your life too ...

Everyday in my life, i kept reminding myself just how lucky i am, to be made someone special by all of you ... 

What you see in me today, is what made of all the beautiful people on my page.  From Friendster, and from Facebook. They'd never left me. I am never alone. They are the one i would love to thank. And they are the one that i will keep closely to my heart, everyday in my life, with all the gratitude that i could carry with me, and end my day with it. 

Beginning with my friends from Friendster. They were the ones who made me someone. When i came to this big city, i came with nothing but that RM600 buck in my pocket. They were there with me, never left me here wondering the unfamiliar city alone carrying my dreams with me on my back. Witnessing my transformation and had always been there supporting me through the whole journey ... until this very day ...

Then came Facebook. They did the same. They made me felt so welcomed just like how the beautiful people in Friendster had made me feel. But my Facebook friends are more active. They're there with me even till late at night *u late people!!!* Haha ~ But i still love u all so much ... Hehe =) 

I had met so many good people along the way ... And many of you are those i've known from Friendster and Facebook. All the time, my new friends wonder why i could sustain the 'Me' that i always had been. I told them ' Because i have my Friendster friends, and now i have my Facebook friends too'. Alot of them doesn't understand what i was trying to say. But i hope you do. Because you are one of them. You kept my feet on the ground, and held my head high tru all times.

Alot of them see me as their inspiration. But in fact, i see YOU as mine. I've learn from YOU more than what you could possibly learn from me. YOU taught me life just by asking me questions most of the time. And by answering yours, i found mine ...

It is funny how life lessons can come to a person. Most of the people will only learn when they fall real, real hard. Some doesn't even notice their fault and kept on blaming on life and carry on postponing the consequences that they will be facing very very soon without realizing what they have done to themselves. I often wonder ... Why cant they see it ? How come they dont even seemed to notice it ? It is so obvious ! 

I always tell my friends that life comes once and let us live the way we want it to be. And they'll tell me that their life was good until this happen, then that happen, then they have no choice but to do this, and to do that. And something came up, and they thought their life would be better from there on. But then this happen again and that happen out of a sudden, and they have to switch it all around but then something happen again. And they have no choice but to do this, and do that. And now ended up with what they're doing currently. They ask themselves how could this happen to them., and they chose to think that their life was less fortunate. And they're not that lucky. Some even believe that their luck hasn't got hold of them yet after years and years of long wait. And some is still waiting for that luck. And they're now facing so many problems that couldn't be solved out and  so many problems in life that couldn't be all sorted out. And they dont know what to do, and the story goes on...

Different people have different stories in life. Each i found very study-able and learn-able. This is how i learn my life... This, is how you taught me well ...

Over the years, after reading all the things and questions that people wrote to me *Ha ! Gotcha ! U thought i never take time to read all your writings one by one Ha !* Hehe =) I noticed that alot of people are not happy with their current situation. Most of them were not proud of the conditions they were currently in. They're not proud of what they're currently doing. Not happy for what they're currently having. Not sure of what's best for them, and claiming to not having enough of the things in life for themselves. They expected more... Better quality of life, better things in life, better positions in their job, better pay. A better life - for all said. In their head, they are having this 'God... I Want To Have This Kind Of Life' and it fills the whole of their head. They kept thinking about it, telling themselves that they want to have it so badly. That perfect dream... That perfect life that they've visioned...

They are always two side in a mirror. One that u can reflect urself in, and one that you cant. Do you know that most of the people who claim that their life suck didn't realize that they are living in other's people's dream ? What you are currently having, and what you are currently doing are most probably someone else's dream somewhere in this world. When you are busy looking at somebody else, hoping to be them... Somebody else from somewhere else is looking at you, hoping to have your life and be you, too.  When you dream every night wishing your life was like theirs, someone somewhere dream every day and night, hoping their life was like yours too... Why cant you see that ?

They are just like you. Just like how you hoped to be someone else and have what that someone else have. And YOU, are that 'someone else' to somebody  ... As somebody are 'someone else' to you. If you want what they have, do you see what they see ?

They see you, living freely without worries and yet you live like everything else in your life is a disaster to you...***

They see you, taking peanut matters and making it so big, as though they're the end of the world when all you have to do is learn to let go... ***

They see you, believing in a dream that Does exists, but you threw it away when it's in front of your eyes but you didn't realize because you never believe in yourself from the start...***

They see you, making a hard time for yourself when all you need is just a little patience, and spend a little more time to figure things out by yourself... ***

They see you, having that pail of smart little brain juice in your cute little head, but denying and rejecting to use it because u claimed that they are all drained out...***

They see you, been able to live such a good life. But still, u want to throw it away because you want to have somebody else's...***

They see you, complaining that you are not getting the best of things in your life no matter how hard you try and u had tried your best. Without realizing the fact that from the start, u chose to believe that that's the best you can do, and that you've done your best and you've done everything. But you didn't realize that you are that close in getting what you wished for, but you stopped just right before it finally had that chance to come true...***

They see you, checking other people's life everyday, adding it all up and mark it as what you want as your own. Yet you wait and do nothing about it but thinking that you've done your very best. And chose to believe that you are just unlucky, questioning yourself why can't you have what they have whereas *** ( Fill in the blank *** )  <--- Wow ~ Classic ! Standard 1 !!!

Do you get the last line my dear ... Try reading it all over again, and replace the *** with the bracketed  paragraph below. I purposely make the last sentence half hanged after the 'whereas' hoping that you could catch the point of this blog. *giggle* I wrote it as though im writing a song's chorus =) *Teehee* 

*** ( They are just like you. Just like how you hoped to be someone else and have what that someone else have. And YOU, are that 'someone else' to somebody  ... As somebody are 'someone else' to you. If you want what they have, do you see what they see ? )

To those who think that all these while, their life is not something that should be proud of ... To those who think that their life isn't good enough compared to others' life that they ought to see, was great enough ... Always remember the ***

*** ( They are just like you. Just like how you hoped to be someone else and have what that someone else have. And YOU, are that 'someone else' to somebody  ... As somebody are 'someone else' to you. If you want what they have, do you see what they see ? )

This blog is specially written with all my love and concern, dedicated to you ...

... Friends ...

Hi beautiful people =) Here i am again, reflecting the values in life and writing it for myself and my friends … 

Hmm … Let’s see what should i pick on for today's topic … Well, what about friendship ? Good ? Okay ! Friendship it shall be. 

You see, humans have two sides, the angel, and the devil. We’re trying to balance our life by being sometimes an angel, at times a devil. And some of us who managed to sit aside and balance perfectly can sometimes play God *WOW* Watching both sides playing the games by the rules.

From learning ABC and 123 to be able to read the lines that im writing now, I believe we, had been through enough for us to learn. I’ve learn my lessons and i think most of u had too. A friendship sparkles everyday, every time you meet someone new. Then you have a similar topic to talk about, then you tell them your stories, and they tell you theirs. Things were going all well until that day, when everything turns ugly.

When something turned out to be bad in your friendship, there’s no half-singing in the shower. You can be either a rock star or an opera diva. You can leave it (and live your normal life as though nothing happened) or you’ll be the all-or-nothing person and take back what they’ve took from u once and for all. Cutting the friendship off in a go. Chinese people call it 'Sai Lang' in Cantonese. Wah ~

Me ? Hehehe *wicked smile* Try not to mess with me. Im like a mirror you know ? How you've been treating me will be how i am gonna treat you as one. I admit that there will always be ungrateful people around, but Hey ! Who cares. As long as we have more grateful ones that are worth cherishing =) People like you =)

Years ago, i would go all the way elaborating the examples of stories that i've heard or been through myself. But now ? Nah ~ They're not worth my time. I think im just tired of all the nonsense. You should too. Keep it to yourself. God knows what they did. Believe in Karma, coz Karma does exists. 

No matter how good you are to others, there will always be a bad egg. Bad eggs cant be sold in pasar or elsewhere so just throw them away and run fast *coz they stink*. Dont keep a bad egg in your heart coz you'll be getting a bad heart, not good for health =) Hehe ~ Well, what im trying to say is, no matter what happen and how hurtful you are, do not let those feeling affect your life. Walk, and carry on your life with other people... your family, your loved ones … Your Facebook and Blogspot !! Hehe ~

To all the good people, forgiving is good. But too forgiving ? Is so not. You have to be sensitive of what's going on. Know, what's going on. Do not allow people to take free rides on us. We're not a roller coaster in Theme Park so why allow others to take us for a fun ride again and again and again and again... If you still think that letting others taking advantages of yourself repeatingly is called - Generosity. Forgive me. I call it - Dumbo-roscity ( Lil Dumbo Fun Ride )*happy*

While you're busy thinking what you want to do to surprise your great little friend, they are busy talking craps about you to people that you dont even know. They call you when they need you and you will always be there for them. What are they there when you needed help from them ? The question is - Will they be there ? 

Personally, i dont find repeating self sacrificing praisable. I only imply on relationships but i do not think it works in friendship. Been there done that. I've finally conclude that if someone is really a friend, they are someone who mutually give (out), and take (back). And not take (what we gave), and no give. 

Some might debate that love cant be weight by how much you gave out, and how much you should take back. But hey, friendship is not a relationship, relationship. It's a 'I need you/a favor now, are you free?' and 'Yes, i am so free now/Ya, im ok.' situation. 

There's so many kinds of friendship if we want to analyze and break it into categories. Business-friendship, friends-friendship, companion-friendship, network-friendship, your-friends-are-my-friends-too-friendship, oh-i-met-her/him-once-friendship ... ta ta ta ...

You can claim that you find the bestest friend on earth just like every one else in this room once had thought. We hope that you wont be affected that much by them. Eventually, friends will be busy or they moved on and your everyday-friend will become you-will-always-be-in-my-heart friend. Good or bad friends, they're good for us. To learn life.

Remember, always remember that you can't own a friend. When it's time for them to leave and move on with their life, let them go. Dont have in mind that they are drifting away. This is life. People come and go. Foot prints stays but the shoes have changed. From slippers to heels to sport shoes and so, people move on, we move on.

From a new path in life, new job, new relationships, new family, new boyfriend, new girlfriend, new groups of friends, new environment, getting married, having a baby, divorced, a death of someone in their family, something you did, something they did, something you're doing, something they're doing ... Every single incident could possibly be the starting point of someone to move on ... Then, move out of a friendship, or should we say in a more polite manner - drifted away.

I think friendship shouldn't be a force field. It should come in naturally. A friend doesn't mean that they need to be there with us all the time, and have to help us out 24-7. They just need to give us that comfort feeling that we're not alone all the time, in our hearts. That we know, someone is there for us ... But not tied up as a responsible, a relationship. Just a simple, free, yet sweet relationship - friendship.

Friendship is very subjective. You can either grab it or throw it away in a short time. And 'Hi' could start one, and a 'Bye' can end one. So what's the fuss worrying so much about what your friend's gonna do or had done ? You life wont end with less of them and wont blossom to max with hell loads of them either way. Quality over quantity in friendship. So ? Why upset yourself so much ?

I've seen so many people getting upset with their friends until the extend where they do really really sad things. What's wrong with these people ? Come on. They're not worth it. Move on. Why waste your life on someone whom you no longer love ? Your life is precious, make it worthwhile. Enjoy the memorable sweet time you once had with that friend, smile, and then get over it. Come on, Friends are everywhere. Here's one though ~ =) hehe ~

To the bad eggs, your friends forgive u because they want to, because they love you as a friend. Definitely not because you are THAT great in acting pathetically pitiful. Being forgiven with all hearts, and being forgiven by begging, is two absolutely different story. Cherish a friend. As a friend in need, is a friend indeed. There's always deep meanings behind all says. You have to appreciate it, to experience it. Vice versa.

A word for the riders – never take the same ride twice. The ride wont just fall off the track but you'll be losing out your own time to try for another *just kidding* Dont put your ego too high. You are not that great after all. If you are, people would be taking you for a ride instead of you taking them for one.

This topic will be a long long blog ... so i'll just make this part 1 =) Part 2's coming up soon =) Muah ~

Love Always ... Leng Yein

Chasing back time ...

Every day in our life, we see new things, meet new people, new faces ... Things get a little over the top sometimes. The urge, that push us forward again and again whenever we see something fascinating, something new. Something that we would like to have or own. Something that stops your heartbeat and go Gaga all over them. Something that catches everyone's attention and make everyone go head over heels and get Oh-all-so-jealous over them.

When is the last time you took an hour off, took a pen, a piece of paper (i need more than 1 piece *giggle*), and write down what you have done in past months, and what are you going to do in the upcoming months ? Do you or do you not know your own life well ? Have you notice any progress ? Is your way of doing things progressive enough ? Have you got what you wanted all along ? Is that what you really wanted ?

There are so many things that we want, we wished for, and looking forward to. Many of us often ask ourselves, some even do it daily. I'll just pick one random thoughts for instant - ''Why cant i have that too?''

Sometime, somehow, you'll see some pretty looking girls carrying their Louis Vuitton, sashaying their Chanel, blinging that Van Cleef and Arpels on the red carpet event on a picture somewhere. Facebook ? Perhaps. In blogspot ? Maybe. Or Friendster ? Hmm ... Possible.

It all starts with a simple thought, which grow from our basic needs to sky high demands. And yet at last, it all got back to basic. Have you gone through this phase in life ? If you haven't, you're on the way. If you have, well done !

It may start from a 13 years old boy, thinking ' I wanna have the hottest chick in school as my girlfriend.' Then eventually he got her. After sometime, some years, he goes ' Nah, i deserve better than this. I want a famous model in the print ads and magazines everyone see.' And then he got her as well. And sometime, some years after that, he goes ' Nah, i want a Miss Malaysia' yadaa.. yadaa.. yadaa.. ok the story goes on UNTIL one day, he got all serious and say ' Well, guys. I am so tired of all these stuff. I want a simple girl, a girl with a kind heart and a caring soul. A girl who'll likely be there for me when im alone, when i needed a bear hug. A girl who can get 'me' outta being me, and see me the way no one else does...' And his friends were shocked and ask 'What ? Why ?' And he just smiled, and walked away smiling ... 'I found what i was looking for ...' he whispered.


It may start from a 13 years old girl who came from a simple family background. Seeing all her friends were going to school with their ADIDAS shoe, she got her mum to get her one as her birthday present. From that day onwards, she never wore BATA anymore. As years gone by, she came out to work. Her colleagues were taking GUESS bags. She got herself one right after she got her first month's pay. Few months after that, she saw one of her colleague carrying a DKNY. So she went and got herself a Calvin Klein. One afternoon, She saw her colleague going out for lunch break with a new D&G clutch, so she went and bought a Dolce&Gabbana. 

A year later, a new girl came in for interview and joined the company. Everything she wears has to be at least Armani Exchange. And everyone went Armani- Exchange-crazy !To prove that she is better than all her colleague and to show them that she can afford more than A|X, she splurge on Giorgio and Emporio, and not buying the cheapest range of all brands. And she became the most frequent-talked-about person in splurging. Everyone adores her bag, her shoes, all the brands that she's carrying, just everything.

She frequent to functions, events, red carpets. When all eyes are on her, people would ask about the brands and prices on what she's wearing, and 'Who' is she wearing. She got more into brand and started to sling the Louis Vuitton, CHANEL,  Hermes, Dior, YSL, Versace, Gucci, Prada all and all on her tiny little shoulder. Years gone by, her collections were stacked and chucked by a corner. One fine day, one of her colleague asked her, 
' Hey, my friend emailed me the latest limited edition from Louis Vuitton and it's costs a bomb ! Have you got it yet ?' 
Then, she smiled, and say 'Ya. The design is great. They called me and i collected it 2 weeks ago' 
And her friends asked again ' Wow ~ Why didn't you bring it out ? I thought you'll bring your new piece to work every time you bought a keeper ! Show us ! Show us ! ' 
And she replied ' Nah, i leave it at home. If you want, i'll bring it tomorrow.' 
And her friend says ' Wah, if it's me, i'll sure bring it out to show the world. Everyone would be dying jealous of me.'
And she replied 'Bags and brands are not for showing off. Maybe it used to be. But now, for me, It's more of a present to myself after all my hard work. To tell and remind myself just how well i've done and  what i deserve. Im actually kinda numb and bored of the brand-conscious thoughts that i used to have. Now that i see something, i would consider the practicality of it, rather than buying brands for the sake of buying the brand.'
Her friend then asked her 'I thought you always love branded stuff ?'
And she says ' Yes. Used to be. But no more. I mean, i still love them, but they're not that important to me anymore ... They're pretty, and that's all about it.'
Her friend was so very curious and asked her, 'Why ?'
And she told her friend ' Because be it branded or not, the reason I used to love it so much was because deep inside my heart, i know that i can't afford to buy the piece i love because it was too expensive. And knowing that i cant have it made it dear to me. But when i finally capable of buying everything i want, they dont actually weight that much in my heart anymore. What i rather do now is to do whatever i want, whenever i want, having the freedom to go wherever i want. And live everyday, a happy day. That's all i want. A bag won't make my whole day happy, just that 1 hour, maybe. But a call, a caring sms from a faraway person, a beautiful gathering with my beloved friends, and a wonderful vacation with my loved ones will.' 
And all her friends doesn't understand what she means. Coz they haven't got what they wish for yet ... Have you ?

When a person wish for something, that wish were made because they haven't got what they wanted. But when a person's wish come true, they'll set another wish to follow tru. When their second wish come true, so goes the third and the fourth and so ... What is left to pursue ? The material things in life, or the meaning of things in life ? They might be the same object, but they have two very different purpose served. And the purpose, sets two very different path.

When we're young and naive, we spend most of our time chasing dreams... Hoping that time could go faster, so that our dreams would come true sooner ... 

As we grow older, and our dreams had finally come true ... We wish for something that is even greater ... Chasing back time ...

For You, or For Me ?

So, this is dedicated to those who’ve been betrayed and hurt by your own friends because of rivalry and selfishness … or perhaps, love ?

If any of u ever wonder how they can be so extremely cold blooded at times when u found out some truth, never ever think that all the betrayal that had happened is because of ur own fault. Hey, how many ppl actually point fingers at themselves before saying sorry n saying it’s their own fault. 

Everyone is selfish most of the time. <--- Admit it !! Admit it !!

If u know that u’ve done enough, leave them. Have ur own pride, why letting someone who’re not worth ur time start counting how good they are when all u hear from them u know damn well it is lie after lie. Never think that u r not good enough to be a friend my dear, ppl who don’t have friends wont spend their time login into Friendster n start having friends all over the world everyday eih ? U wont meet a friend today n lose a friend today too. The possibilities r 100 times higher to meet a new friends to losing a friend so don’t worry.

We r not that different anyway. We’re only human. So if u are playing the part of a Devil today, your chance is on the way. The day someone in your life is playing devil, u may have that chance to play an angel again. This is like a Karma ring. Good cops ; Bad cops. It keeps going round n round n round … The link never breaks. How many circles have you drew ?

Live with integrity. Living with integrity means: Not settling for less than what you know you deserve in your relationships. Hey, always tell yourself that you deserves the best <--- This is what i tell myself everyday =) hehehe =) 

Asking for what you want and need from others. Speaking your truth, even though it might create conflict or tension. Behaving in ways that are in harmony with your personal values. Making choices based on what you believe, and not what others believe.

If u want all ur friends to solely live for you, u’ll be much disappointed. No one will ever really live for you. I know it's sad, but it's true. I bet money can easily win YOU over =~~~~~( Ya, so sad right ?

Ask urself, if u only have 100 buck left and ur life’s at risks n stake, n u know that so does ur best fren has the same problem n finance like u. And then she comes ‘ Can u gimme 100 buck of yours, i lost my 100 buck. I have no money n i need the money.’ But u know that she still has it. Then u will start to do some thinking, if i confront her that i know she has that 100 buck n asked her why she lied, she’d say some things n things n things n the last phrase would be ‘ im sorry , i don’t wanna lie, but i have my own reason, please trust me ok?’

OK, fast forward another ending ‘ cry..cry..cry..You don’t trust me anymore. I really don’t have it. You don’t trust me, im so sad … cry… im so sad … cry… I trusted u with everything all the time … cry..cry…cry… And why on earth should i lie to you..cry…you r my best friend..cry…You are my best friend ( they will say at least two times) and there u go … stuttered. Dont know what to say. Then u’ll start to think, wanna catch them red handed or just pretend that u do not know that they have it in their pocket.

Then now, to all my friends, if u r caught in this situation, before u pull out ur last 100 buck, or some even wont pull out at all, anyway, everyone, i want u to do some thinking here. Will u think twice before u pass them the 100 buck that u’re left with ? Then again, u’ll start to acknowledge the fact that if they want to survive, so do you. And u’ll start to fight back n think that they are indeed so selfish and all they could ever think of is at crucial times were themselves but not you, or perhaps, never you at all ?

Back then, all the tears , the times, the ups n downs, the memories, whatever… Yes , i know , back then. You’ve said it. Not NOW. All the things that had happened back then, did they mean anything to u now ? Have u forgotten that there’s a future you’re fighting for ? And you’re fighting for urself, not for your friends. 

Admit it. U can only help others when u r strong enough urself. But when u r strong enough, do u then, know that how many among ur friends want to see u drop right down again ? Such a world huh ! Well , this is life …

Lesson No.1, always have RM200 buck so you can give your friend that RM100 buck. Hehehehe. Nite nite everyone =)

Let's go, Rome ...

Rome, also known as Roma, is the capital of Italy and the country's largest and most populated municipality (central area), with over 2.7 million residents in 1,285.3 km2 (496.3 sq mi). While the population of the urban area was estimated by Eurostat to have been 3.46 million and growing. The metropolitan area of Rome was estimated by OECD to have had a population of 3.7 million no later than 2006.

Here the national preoccupation with the aesthetic fuses with incredible urban scenery to make Rome a city where you feel cool just strolling through the streets, catching the sunlight on your face outside a café, or eating a long lunch. It’s a place that almost encourages you to take things easy. Don’t feel like going to a museum? What’s the need when it’s all outside on the streets ?

The Famous Roman Structure ...

Beautiful Gate

ROAR !!! Baby conquer Roman Forum @_@

I wonder why there's so many police around. Isn't Rome a safe place ?

Baby and me will be going there after we finito this ...

The Entrance ...

The side view of the Forum

MmmMmm ... Fresh ...

I swear ... they dragged me there. *laugh*

Queen for a minute ... not bad

Tried the cafe. Not bad =)

The Famous Fountain ...

Gosh, it seemed like it's gonna rain soon *hide*

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Love Always ... Leng Yein

The Vatican City ... Rock Solid !

Flew 18 hours and finally ... I'd arrived tiredly in Rome. With my butt still feeling numb and i cant seemed to feel my leg, i dragged myself, trying to complete the tourists spots in the beautiful city of Vatican =)


Vatican City State was founded following the signing of the Lateran Pacts between the Holy See and Italy on February 11th 1929. These were ratified on June 7th 1929. Its nature as a sovereign State distinct from the Holy See is universally recognized under international law.

The Vatican City State is situated on the Vatican hill, on the right bank of the Tiber River, within the city of Rome. 

Over Rome, City streets were paved with large fitted stones lain upon a foundation of rock. 

So, if you're in heels like me, you'll have problems.

My heels got stuck in between the rock for more than i could count *lost count*

HELP !!!!

Do you know that you can actually drink the water straight right outta the fountain throughout Italy ? Hmm ... No need to buy bottled water *hahahaha*

See ? That's why i have problem walking in heels ... gosh ~

Welcome to Vatican City =)

Ready ? *kan chiong*

Heard that Vatican City is kinda strict in a way ... Having their own ruling system all and all ...

The pope has full legal, executive, and judicial powers. Executive power over the area is in the hands of a commission of cardinals appointed by the pope. The College of Cardinals is the pope's chief advisory body, and upon his death the cardinals elect his successor for life.

Please dont get stuck again ... please please please

*This is embarrassing*

If only our guards are this colorful .... *dream*

Shine on me ...

Cool structures ...

So Hawt !

I love the way the crafted the beautiful stones ... So detailed.

The inner beauty of the building ...

There's a big hole for the ray of lights to shine through the ceiling ... pretty cool =)

Wow ~ The STICK !!! Hahaha

=) Lovely ... =)

Feeling abit hungry. Maybe coz the weather is kinda chilly.

Walked to a nearby cute little van and grab some local bites =)

Tastes GOOD !!!

We've been told ... to share ...

Come birdie birdie ... =)

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