Saturday, May 28, 2011

What's winning ... and what's losing ?



I believe that the true test of character is not how much we know how to do , but how we behave when we don’t know what to do. There’s nothing such as a certain right or wrong , it solely depends on how u want to put it and let it be … does right or wrong really matters anyway ? What do u earn from winning ? Is it worth the part that you’re losing ?

When you’re at the most downside of your life, u tend to see things clearer. Coz each move u make mean so much , so much more than the same move u take during normal days. It can be the same topic , the same discussion , the same joke , the same thoughts , regardless of whether it’s u or others , one wont understand until we’re left alone n stuck in the situation .

No matter what other says , no matter what other does doesn’t seemed to bother or matters to u anymore. Coz the decision that u make lies on nobody else in the world but u … n the pain that u bear , gosh , makes u felt so heartless … dying ? It doesnt matters anymore , my heart dies the second the decision was made final … it’ll be alright soon ? i dont think so . This incident breaks me apart … For these years of my life , i never felt so torn before . I know i could never mend all the pieces back together , it was never meant to be mended … it were never to be accepted … wasn’t given a slight chance to , im sorry , im so so sorry … God ~

I felt as though i have no heart … where have all the love gone ? For all my life i’ve been loving everyone else around me , but why is it so different this time . I am so lost … this is the best for everyone ? But what about me ? What about … oh my god , where is all the love ? Where is justice n fairness ? What about my life ? What about how i feel ? What about my dream ? I really break apart n fall this time , deep n hard …

God bless all of you …

May you find peace , love & care … I will never forget you … never … I Love You so much … so so much … im so sorry … so very sorry …

Love,
Leng Yein

28 comments:

bluecherry said...

we love you too

Karena Lee said...

Happy always~ ♪

wintergurl said...

GoD Bless you too ,
Nobody is perfect ,
Everyone will face test and experience every phase of life
Happy , sad , proud , angry , and etc .... This is normal ...
Be happy and think positive
You r born with purpose :)
All The Best

Anonymous said...

so touchy and chill me up with goose bumps, love you LY....8D

Anonymous said...

No one to blame in love. There is never wrong to love, there is only timing. If the timing is right, everything will ended up smoothly but the wrong timing will turn yr world upside down and at the same time give u excitement. =) good luck and u will find peace and love too..

Danny L. said...

It's okay,Yein.This life is just a little bit challenging for you.Love is everywhere,you could find it in every corners of the world.Never let yourself fall apart.The light of love is waiting for you...we love you always..,;-)

Jynee. L said...

Stay tough Yein, u still own our love.. *Deep hug.

meigi said...

Cheer up dear..Life is like that..Listen to your heart..there is a voice within..must be happy with who u r..find someone who really loves you for who you are~
Hugss

Anonymous said...

still,u won...u got what you wanted,what others can only dream of.
u have outshone many difficulties many times before including death.this phase will make you stronger than ever.

Mothers day Gift said...

This is same feelings I have...lost at 1 point

East Asia Travel said...

Sometimes you just need to get away from it all to rethink your life then return with high spirits

ImPerfect GeminixXxAaron said...

Erm...i am totally duno u as well..but the only thing i wan to tell u is..cheers..u are not alone..u got the supporting from friends and others..hope ur life smoothly soon..

Dc Binod said...

be happy :)

Dc Binod said...

Be Happy :)

Y U NO NAME?! said...

Miss,

Hi. I read an article about you and I must say I'm intrigued. I wish to quote and talk about your posts in this blog in a blog of my own. However, I would like to ask your permission and would like to be so bold to ask for an online interview with you, partly for my blog (krakenoff.blogspot.com) and for my own curiosity. I just have so much to ask. I understand if you would rather not, though, what with lack of time and all that.

Thanks in advance!

Anonymous said...

You seriously don't have to post sympathetic words on facebook to gain sympathy from everyone. Do you really have a life? You really like to get everyone attention huh?

BK said...

I wish for you the goodness in all areas of your life and that you have nothing to fear!

It is when the night is the darkest that we get to see the brightness of the stars in the sky. You are shining and you will continue to shine.

Anonymous said...

you are so ugly

Anonymous said...

"马来西亚虚假女神"!你,做到了。。。

假假假假。。。这就是你,天也知,地也懂。

你向来敢虚敢假、没脑、够笨、白痴、没用。不是因为你想假。而是因为,你,"丑","笨"。所以变成"",实在是太可悲。

知羞,对你来说不须要。

发侨,对你来说不能少。

爱情,你想要都没有啦。

人,如果都像你这样,那这个世界就要完但了。你做的一切都是要人家注意你,你到底懂不懂得去照一下镜子呢?

人家整容你整容,是两回事。人家的很好看,你的不止很丑还要讲多多。

瞧不起你的人,都是还好好的人。因为瞧不起你的的人,都是没脑残的人。他们的存在,证明这世界还没完蛋。因为你讲了很多废话,他们都不被影响,也还好好的活着。

你整容了很多次,没用。丑的人整来整去都是丑的啦!哈哈哈!知道吗?呵呵

你自己也是的。都知道自己样子丑,就别出街给人看到啦!你已经从很丑变到又假又恶心了。知道吗?整个人从头到脚都假的。看你样子。你的人生已没希望。你,继续整容,还是很丑。

知道吗?

Anonymous said...

Sorry if I am wrong. It sounds like you and Thomas are no longer together. I just saw him a last week having pork noodles near Taman Bahagian LRT station with Baby Dinosaur.

Anonymous said...

I feel u leng yein, the helplessness and voiceless situation.
Be strong n brave babe I believe u will find ur happiness soon

Warm regards
天晓得

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