Sunday, July 18, 2010

They want to have your life too ...


Everyday in my life, i kept reminding myself just how lucky i am, to be made someone special by all of you ... 

What you see in me today, is what made of all the beautiful people on my page.  From Friendster, and from Facebook. They'd never left me. I am never alone. They are the one i would love to thank. And they are the one that i will keep closely to my heart, everyday in my life, with all the gratitude that i could carry with me, and end my day with it. 

Beginning with my friends from Friendster. They were the ones who made me someone. When i came to this big city, i came with nothing but that RM600 buck in my pocket. They were there with me, never left me here wondering the unfamiliar city alone carrying my dreams with me on my back. Witnessing my transformation and had always been there supporting me through the whole journey ... until this very day ...

Then came Facebook. They did the same. They made me felt so welcomed just like how the beautiful people in Friendster had made me feel. But my Facebook friends are more active. They're there with me even till late at night *u late people!!!* Haha ~ But i still love u all so much ... Hehe =) 

I had met so many good people along the way ... And many of you are those i've known from Friendster and Facebook. All the time, my new friends wonder why i could sustain the 'Me' that i always had been. I told them ' Because i have my Friendster friends, and now i have my Facebook friends too'. Alot of them doesn't understand what i was trying to say. But i hope you do. Because you are one of them. You kept my feet on the ground, and held my head high tru all times.

Alot of them see me as their inspiration. But in fact, i see YOU as mine. I've learn from YOU more than what you could possibly learn from me. YOU taught me life just by asking me questions most of the time. And by answering yours, i found mine ...

It is funny how life lessons can come to a person. Most of the people will only learn when they fall real, real hard. Some doesn't even notice their fault and kept on blaming on life and carry on postponing the consequences that they will be facing very very soon without realizing what they have done to themselves. I often wonder ... Why cant they see it ? How come they dont even seemed to notice it ? It is so obvious ! 

I always tell my friends that life comes once and let us live the way we want it to be. And they'll tell me that their life was good until this happen, then that happen, then they have no choice but to do this, and to do that. And something came up, and they thought their life would be better from there on. But then this happen again and that happen out of a sudden, and they have to switch it all around but then something happen again. And they have no choice but to do this, and do that. And now ended up with what they're doing currently. They ask themselves how could this happen to them., and they chose to think that their life was less fortunate. And they're not that lucky. Some even believe that their luck hasn't got hold of them yet after years and years of long wait. And some is still waiting for that luck. And they're now facing so many problems that couldn't be solved out and  so many problems in life that couldn't be all sorted out. And they dont know what to do, and the story goes on...

Different people have different stories in life. Each i found very study-able and learn-able. This is how i learn my life... This, is how you taught me well ...

Over the years, after reading all the things and questions that people wrote to me *Ha ! Gotcha ! U thought i never take time to read all your writings one by one Ha !* Hehe =) I noticed that alot of people are not happy with their current situation. Most of them were not proud of the conditions they were currently in. They're not proud of what they're currently doing. Not happy for what they're currently having. Not sure of what's best for them, and claiming to not having enough of the things in life for themselves. They expected more... Better quality of life, better things in life, better positions in their job, better pay. A better life - for all said. In their head, they are having this 'God... I Want To Have This Kind Of Life' and it fills the whole of their head. They kept thinking about it, telling themselves that they want to have it so badly. That perfect dream... That perfect life that they've visioned...

They are always two side in a mirror. One that u can reflect urself in, and one that you cant. Do you know that most of the people who claim that their life suck didn't realize that they are living in other's people's dream ? What you are currently having, and what you are currently doing are most probably someone else's dream somewhere in this world. When you are busy looking at somebody else, hoping to be them... Somebody else from somewhere else is looking at you, hoping to have your life and be you, too.  When you dream every night wishing your life was like theirs, someone somewhere dream every day and night, hoping their life was like yours too... Why cant you see that ?

They are just like you. Just like how you hoped to be someone else and have what that someone else have. And YOU, are that 'someone else' to somebody  ... As somebody are 'someone else' to you. If you want what they have, do you see what they see ?

They see you, living freely without worries and yet you live like everything else in your life is a disaster to you...***
They see you, taking peanut matters and making it so big, as though they're the end of the world when all you have to do is learn to let go... ***
They see you, believing in a dream that Does exists, but you threw it away when it's in front of your eyes but you didn't realize because you never believe in yourself from the start...***
They see you, making a hard time for yourself when all you need is just a little patience, and spend a little more time to figure things out by yourself... ***
They see you, having that pail of smart little brain juice in your cute little head, but denying and rejecting to use it because u claimed that they are all drained out...***
They see you, been able to live such a good life. But still, u want to throw it away because you want to have somebody else's...***
They see you, complaining that you are not getting the best of things in your life no matter how hard you try and u had tried your best. Without realizing the fact that from the start, u chose to believe that that's the best you can do, and that you've done your best and you've done everything. But you didn't realize that you are that close in getting what you wished for, but you stopped just right before it finally had that chance to come true...***
They see you, checking other people's life everyday, adding it all up and mark it as what you want as your own. Yet you wait and do nothing about it but thinking that you've done your very best. And chose to believe that you are just unlucky, questioning yourself why can't you have what they have whereas *** ( Fill in the blank *** )  <--- Wow ~ Classic ! Standard 1 !!!

Do you get the last line my dear ... Try reading it all over again, and replace the *** with the bracketed  paragraph below. I purposely make the last sentence half hanged after the 'whereas' hoping that you could catch the point of this blog. *giggle* I wrote it as though im writing a song's chorus =) *Teehee* 

*** ( They are just like you. Just like how you hoped to be someone else and have what that someone else have. And YOU, are that 'someone else' to somebody  ... As somebody are 'someone else' to you. If you want what they have, do you see what they see ? )

To those who think that all these while, their life is not something that should be proud of ... To those who think that their life isn't good enough compared to others' life that they ought to see, was great enough ... Always remember the ***

*** ( They are just like you. Just like how you hoped to be someone else and have what that someone else have. And YOU, are that 'someone else' to somebody  ... As somebody are 'someone else' to you. If you want what they have, do you see what they see ? )

This blog is specially written with all my love and concern, dedicated to you ...





19 comments:

Anonymous said...

bibi: hi leng yein, i love to read your blog ^^

Leng Yein said...

Bibi : Thanks Bibi =) ur name so cute macam baby lah ... hehehe

*_* `|mÐèvïL±° said...

i not cute la ! sad :X

InFiNiTy^bAbY said...

hi..i totally agree with you..we should be grateful with what we have..i'm sure ppl who are following ur blogs must be enlighten by all ur posts..i will definitely follow ur blog..^-^ ^-^

283 ^♥^ said...

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~sPidEr~ said...

I luv to read ur blog...yeap..u r so true...luv to being myself..and lub to being as ur frenz all the times..Mwahhh ♥

Benedicta*C_J said...

I agree with wat u said...sometime we just don appreciate wat we already have until we lost it..u r great..;)..in appreciating your life and making ppl appreaciate theirs too.

kurosaki ichini edi said...

Hi.. Leng Yein.. i totally understand wat u say... bec i also know u from friendster until facebook then meet u up.. until now.. i glad to be ur fren and also as well as Dino fans wahaha... u and me have a same thing that is we both also like doll hehe^^ Gambateh oh Leng Yein.. whatever past is gone we will keep on looking in front de.. hehe^^ Support you all the time's because we are fren!! Appreciated ya^^

Andy Lim said...

Hi Leng Yein this is the first time I'm commenting on your blog & really writing to you because of what you wrote in your blog is really profound & I totally get you. I was one of those who followed you on Friendster & remember all your photos had a caption full of meaning. Thanks for helping me realize that dreaming is find but need action & better to be content what I have rather than keep wishing what others have. :)

piggieboo said...

hey lengyein.. admire ur style and yet i love my current position altho they said i should earn much more and sayin i did stupid things for leavin the bank (sometimes i am) but somehow i did not regret. readin ur blog is like highlightin events cause u know how to insert humour inside ^^ have fun in traveling...

kelv said...

hey leng yein.nice blog..but its sooOOOo long.. :) dropped by sometime k.

Eve Lynn said...

wow.. love to read ur blogs.. really.. make me having confidence for what I do.. ya...ppl keep giving negative opinions to me..anyway gratz to u and ur hubby for the wedding..^_^ from Penang here..

MeL said...

omg that is SO true! i am always complaining about MY life n how I wish I had someone else's life. it is as if u were describing me!!
u are so wise how do i become enlightened like that?
i hope u continue writing because it is so relatable
congrats on ur wedding even though i dont know u haha ;)

Anonymous said...

Hi LY. I would love to be friends with you. You are kind and honest. I love your sincerity. Some of my friends judge you when they look at your pictures and knows about your surgeries that you have done. They label you. They are so wrong to do that. I guess ignorant fools will always be like that. Haters only know how to hate. I love you as a friend. You gave me hope when I was down. Tq my dearest friend. Salam sayang, Gadis Melayu.

Anonymous said...

Hi LY. Amazing story of yours. Well all the best in your future endeavours.

Kristen said...

wow.. love to read ur blogs.. really.. make me having confidence for what I do.. ya...ppl keep giving negative opinions to me..anyway gratz to u and ur hubby for the wedding..^_^ from Penang here..

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