Hi everyone. Im a newbie in this blogging thing so i dont know where to start talking and what to type. Guess i just pakai tembak saje lah ~
My name is Leng Yein. Ya. So 'liong' ho ~ No Christian name, no baby names, no cool tag whatsoever, just - Leng Yein. Everybody had been calling me that way ever since my brain can properly function. Im a typical Aries. No specific hobbies, no specific favorite color, no specific working schedule and so on.
Im a free thinker, not very religious. I think that every religion teaches their believer and follower for doing good. Never vice versa. And I strongly believe that by doing good in your life, you'll be treated kind in return. Im a person who believe in karma. For me, karma is like throwing so many little stones to the sky...somehow some little stones will just kiss u back on the head. *tonggg* Just like that.
Im a workaholic. I work to shrive a better life for myself, my future. I dont believe that every woman on earth is suppose to stay home, cook, clean the dishes, the clothes, the house, then make babies and well, got old, got dumped, and have more percentage and privileges to be lost in their lives compared with man .
I am not searching for equality. Only for the freedom of choice as i am a girl who believe that my life wasn't fated to end whatever story i was told, and become who i am suppose to be. I take control of my life because we should be the one taking 100% of responsibility and consequences of our own lives, how it should be, how we want it to be, and who we want ourselves to be.
Im a fighter in life, a leader, not so much of a follower. I dont follow orders. I only listen when i think the person talking is worth my time. I seek not for the quantity, but the quality of things in life. I constantly remind myself that we live only once, so let me live the life i want to ...
Im not a party person so i can really say that i am quite a boring person. I guess the problem with me is that i am kinda numb socializing. I think most of the party people would be bored to death if im with the group so i'd better not kill anyone just yet. I love looking at happy people, but i guess my heart is just kinda tired if been put in some scenes or another. So, i kept my time busy. Dedicated to the calls and go with whoever i want to, at the right time, to wherever my heart feels like.
It's actually quite fun. Not needing to put our heart and time onto just particular one thing at a time. I find it interesting mixing both up and doing things at once and doing few different things in a day or so. I guess that's why i always meet people thru my work and became friends - chilling out and sorting things out at the same time. Listening to each other, helping each other, and making each other happy altogether.
Well, i was a different person back then. I guess i could say Friendster changed my life. Then Facebook. And perhaps, blogspot ? Who knows ?
I considered myself very lucky to have met so many beautiful people around the world thru the net. Over the years, i really need to thank all of the beautiful strangers who made me, Me. Keeping my feet on the ground, not losing my instincts and been able to keep myself sober after all these years.
I believe alot of you here would agree that life is more than just a roller coaster. At least we know that roller coaster ride will end in minutes or so, but life goes on ... it always does, never fail to...
Started my Friendster from March 2003 when my lil sister wanted some help on her page. She created my page for me...And a week after that, it's all history. Gosh, because of Friendster, i had to learn to use the internet connection from zero up. Man, i was really really outdated back then. I still remember those time when i purposely drove all the way to my little boutique at 8.30am in the morning and the aircon in the shopping mall wasn't even on yet, just to login to my account and holla my friends. Having so much anxiety and energy in me. Im just 18. And in Year 2006, i started my first blog http://lengyein85.blog.friendster.com/2006/01/page/2/ Well, i was head over heels, so washed away by the activities going around in the world of net. Although I may not be active in Friendster now but i still keep my sweet little account as memory http://www.friendster.com/lengyein
Over the years, alot of new sites emerged but i'd join none of them. Not until alot of my Friendster friends had moved on to Facebook. So, i did the same. On June 2009,i created my Facebook account http://www.facebook.com/lengyein And wow ~ It blew my mind and i straightaway went cuckoo ! Man, I should have joined earlier. I'd missed out so much fun ! I guess i can say my mind goes blank alot of time when im outta town for too long and i know that i have to login to my Facebook and holla all my cute friends. Oh, they are all so cute ~! Active 24-7-365. Fuiyoh ~ *clap clap clap*
And today, celebrating a year of my Facebook life, i've decided to try blogging. My last blog was, Wow! I cant even remember when was the last time i actually wrote a line on my blog already.
I guess most of you who're reading this would be laughing coz i am quite left out hor ? But mm gan yiu lah ~ Better late than never mah =) Well, im just trying out to see whether blogging is the right 'thing' for me. Giving it a shot.
Maybe among some of you who really took time reading each and every word of mine find my writing rather - ... dull & dead. Well.
1/ Im new here and this would be the first blog that im gonna post up so i try to be 'normal' and not scaring everyone away.
2/ Im dont have a degree nor diploma in education coz i was young and naive enough to choose love from further my studies so my english is just so-so. Not fancy. Not cool. Not sexy. Hope you dont mind.
3/ Self esteem is low as a newbie. Afraid that my spelling are wrong, my verbs and tenses all kelam kabut and would be made fun of.
4/ Im new. Im new. Im new. Give me some time to adjust and fit in. Hey, wait a minute ! I think this is a good excuse. Teehee ~
Hmm ... Will this be the right thing for me ? Well, guess i'll just write ... and see ...
Wishing all of you love ... and may God bless all of you beautiful people ... Always ...
Love Always ... Leng Yein