For You, or For Me ?

So, this is dedicated to those who’ve been betrayed and hurt by your own friends because of rivalry and selfishness … or perhaps, love ?

If any of u ever wonder how they can be so extremely cold blooded at times when u found out some truth, never ever think that all the betrayal that had happened is because of ur own fault. Hey, how many ppl actually point fingers at themselves before saying sorry n saying it’s their own fault. 

Everyone is selfish most of the time. <--- Admit it !! Admit it !!

If u know that u’ve done enough, leave them. Have ur own pride, why letting someone who’re not worth ur time start counting how good they are when all u hear from them u know damn well it is lie after lie. Never think that u r not good enough to be a friend my dear, ppl who don’t have friends wont spend their time login into Friendster n start having friends all over the world everyday eih ? U wont meet a friend today n lose a friend today too. The possibilities r 100 times higher to meet a new friends to losing a friend so don’t worry.

We r not that different anyway. We’re only human. So if u are playing the part of a Devil today, your chance is on the way. The day someone in your life is playing devil, u may have that chance to play an angel again. This is like a Karma ring. Good cops ; Bad cops. It keeps going round n round n round … The link never breaks. How many circles have you drew ?

Live with integrity. Living with integrity means: Not settling for less than what you know you deserve in your relationships. Hey, always tell yourself that you deserves the best <--- This is what i tell myself everyday =) hehehe =) 

Asking for what you want and need from others. Speaking your truth, even though it might create conflict or tension. Behaving in ways that are in harmony with your personal values. Making choices based on what you believe, and not what others believe.

If u want all ur friends to solely live for you, u’ll be much disappointed. No one will ever really live for you. I know it's sad, but it's true. I bet money can easily win YOU over =~~~~~( Ya, so sad right ?

Ask urself, if u only have 100 buck left and ur life’s at risks n stake, n u know that so does ur best fren has the same problem n finance like u. And then she comes ‘ Can u gimme 100 buck of yours, i lost my 100 buck. I have no money n i need the money.’ But u know that she still has it. Then u will start to do some thinking, if i confront her that i know she has that 100 buck n asked her why she lied, she’d say some things n things n things n the last phrase would be ‘ im sorry , i don’t wanna lie, but i have my own reason, please trust me ok?’

OK, fast forward another ending ‘ cry..cry..cry..You don’t trust me anymore. I really don’t have it. You don’t trust me, im so sad … cry… im so sad … cry… I trusted u with everything all the time … cry..cry…cry… And why on earth should i lie to you..cry…you r my best friend..cry…You are my best friend ( they will say at least two times) and there u go … stuttered. Dont know what to say. Then u’ll start to think, wanna catch them red handed or just pretend that u do not know that they have it in their pocket.

Then now, to all my friends, if u r caught in this situation, before u pull out ur last 100 buck, or some even wont pull out at all, anyway, everyone, i want u to do some thinking here. Will u think twice before u pass them the 100 buck that u’re left with ? Then again, u’ll start to acknowledge the fact that if they want to survive, so do you. And u’ll start to fight back n think that they are indeed so selfish and all they could ever think of is at crucial times were themselves but not you, or perhaps, never you at all ?

Back then, all the tears , the times, the ups n downs, the memories, whatever… Yes , i know , back then. You’ve said it. Not NOW. All the things that had happened back then, did they mean anything to u now ? Have u forgotten that there’s a future you’re fighting for ? And you’re fighting for urself, not for your friends. 

Admit it. U can only help others when u r strong enough urself. But when u r strong enough, do u then, know that how many among ur friends want to see u drop right down again ? Such a world huh ! Well , this is life …

Lesson No.1, always have RM200 buck so you can give your friend that RM100 buck. Hehehehe. Nite nite everyone =)